Got this from Luis, who got it from Cam

If you read this journal,
even if I don’t speak to you often,
post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want.
It can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.

Then post this on your journal.
Be surprised and see what people remember about you.

Yay.

Bukas na.

I don’t think I’ll sleep a wink.

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Man. I’m rather pleased with my grades.

It was card-giving earlier today, so, yeah, I went to school. Haha. Made tambay with Pate, Estelle, Marielle, Alvin, Ada, etc. Dami eh. XD

Then at around 12:30-ish, we had our batch pic. Under the sun. Let me just say that it was a rather horrible experience, being baked under the heat of the summer sun and all. Ugh, nasty, I tell you. You could even hear the teachers complaining about it.

Then the stampede going to the classroom. Haha. I think Sir Martin was pulling my leg when he told me (last Thursday) that my Bio grade went down — it retained. My Chem grade went down, though — but my average is still the same.

Haha.

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And let me just say that I am just so darn… excited now. Heh.

Hmm. I think I’ll just read the night away.

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Now playing on iTunes: Snow Patrol – Signal Fire

have you ever…

…felt that a friend of yours is someone you knew?

Just a thought.

Dammit. I miss you.

First of March

Time flies quickly if you’re having fun.

Indeed, it does. Who ever thought that I’d actually enjoy myself this year, despite the workload?

But then again, if you’re with Dahlia, it seems inevitable. After all, we have fun most of the time — so much fun that it seems toxic.

I must admit, I was rather reluctant to blend in at first. After the familiarity I’ve felt with my first year classmates, it felt different to be suddenly uprooted and forced to be with people I didn’t know. Change was something that was unavoidable, but undesired. I was content. I wanted to stick to the status quo, so to speak.

But then, I realized, if I didn’t even try to blend in, I would definitely miss out on a lot of things. I’d miss out on all the fun. I’d probably be an extremely grade-conscious, paranoid recluse. And that’s another change if it happened, seeing as I’m not an introvert.

So I relaxed and joined in the fun. And it’s a decision I’ll never regret. I’ve made a lot of friends, I learned to deal with an assortment of characters, eccentricities, and idiosyncrasies

I may not be as close to them as I was to Garnet, but they’re still endearing to me.  After all, they’re the ones who go through the same hell as I do — academics-wise. And our wide range of personalities complement each other well — something that’s a bit of a miracle, if you ask me.

I’ll never forget Dahlia.

Just because.

You know, these past few days, I haven’t been writing in my journal (yes, I do keep one). Not because I’ve lost the will to write, but because my journal just… died on me.

Ran out of pages, actually.

Which means I seriously need to go to Powerbooks and buy another one.

In the meantime, though, I’ve been scribbling my thoughts on — guess what. My Bio notebook (sorry, Ma’am Dacs!). I would’ve gladly used my Algebra notebook, except that it’s almost full. Plus, I bring my Bio notebook everyday — a definite plus for me.

Anyway, life — let’s just say it’s been not-so kind to me. No, I am not burdened with LOADS of problems, my dear, but let’s just say this line from Rent suits me right now:

How do you leave the past behind when it keeps finding ways to get to your heart?

Yes, yes, yes, my past is catching up on me. Some, in good ways — just today, AK (an old friend of mine from grade school) posted a message in my Multiply, asking if I was up for a reunion. My answer? Why not?

However, it’s been catching up on me negatively too. This, I won’t really talk about here, but let’s just say it involves a certain subject. Yeah. (If you know me REALLY well, you might know what I’m talking about.)

Then, there’s another rather emo-inducing thing that’s getting to me lately. I’m blaming Boston Legal (we had to watch this for English) for provoking me. Yes, that episode with the Wiccans and stuff about Halloween.

Because Lifehouse’s You and Me just brings back memories. Shit.

School? One word: STRESS.

Haha.

And, seriously, only two weeks left? Holy crap.

…wow. I actually miss posting here.

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Listening to: Lifehouse – You And Me